But Moses said to God, â€œWho am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?â€ God said, â€œI will be with you.â€Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â â€”Exodus 3:11-12a
Next Sunday, I have the privilege of returning to my old home church to give a sermon and then, over lunch, talk about dialogue. Like a good Episcopalian, I started with the prescribed scriptures for that day, and what emerged for me was a message about change. Two aspects of the message were clear right off the bat:
- God asks us to change: i.e., to repentâ€”to leave our less-than-best selves behind and grow into God. Jesus hammers that point repeatedly in the Gospel reading.
- Weâ€™re not very good at change. Actually, you donâ€™t need the Bible to tell you that. Just think about what happens to most weight-loss efforts and New Yearâ€™s resolutions.
If youâ€™ve visited this space for any length of time, you know how important change is to this effort. As I see it, inner transformation can enable us to dialogue with a clear mind and an open heart. Butâ€¦weâ€™re not very good at it.
So what do we do?
I think one answerâ€”for people of faith in particularâ€”lies nearly hidden in that exchange between Moses and God. Moses, a shepherd and fugitive from justice, dwelling in an invisible backwater of the world, is suddenly asked to stare down a mighty oppressor and lead an entire nation to freedom. In response, he asks the question most of us would ask: â€œME? Seriously? Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, bring the Israelites out of Egypt, insist on justice and safety for transgender people, write a book, deliver a message to thousands, [insert impossible thing that God is asking you to do here]?â€
The extraordinary thing about Godâ€™s response is where it starts. Moses asks a question about himself. But Godâ€™s response does not start with Moses; it starts with God. The issue is not â€œwho you are,â€ it is that â€œI will be with you.â€
For people of faith, at least, this changes the game entirely. We do not have to make the change aloneâ€”because we are not alone. Our lives are oriented toward a Reality that holds the power to make inner transformation happen. All we need to do is respond, consistently, day by day.
Powered by that Reality, inner transformation suddenly becomes doable. We have hope that, as people of faith, we can change. And that change can reorient us to engage othersâ€”not only in dialogue, but also in love.